Lets just mention some few moments of my life which might be related to that anal creampie game.
First, events that were humiliation related.
Back home (still aged 12) I developed my need to exposed myself, notably every Wednesday or Saturday in the locker room of the public pool (the saunas were my brothers went were reserved to men) of the town. I was 12, and spending hours in “drying” myself there, while tens of people were coming in and out and changing themselves…On the poolside itself, I wore shorts which were not tight, and my balls could be seen from under. So I stayed standing on the side above young girls in water, pretending I did not noticed. They were watching and laughing. Of course, these two lines of conduct let to several results where I was a consenting victim, still aged 12 I started organising some anal creampie games with friends with some expected results I was responsible for (age 12-14).
A feeling of a hot creampie inside her
Later this year (just 13), as a consequence of the new anal creampie games, I played strange games in the cellar with 3 boys and their sisters (yes again 3 boys, it is a coincidence). As the 3 friends were in my class, I was more or less ‘blackmailed’ by a lot of schoolmates (period 13 to 14). One of the foreign language tutors obviously knew something. I masturbated every weekend on the roof of the building where my grand mother lived, and some people in front were watching (12/13). The second summer (age 13) at the beach I used to be seen every afternoon in the showers of the camping, while masturbating.The same events took place during the summer of my 14. I made some stripping on the beach. I was led to a big tent were 4 boys aged 16- 18 were drinking alcohol and masturbating while 2 girls were also drinking. At first I refused to masturbate as I was ashamed (!). At 14, while masturbating in a booth at the stadium (I was looking at the messages on the wall), I noticed I was looked upon. This led to different developments totally separate of the others (with some adults) during the 14/15 years period. At 14 also, I played with my young girl cousin (11), and let her play with my cock till I jizzed. That was only the beginning, as she told her sister of 13. I absolutely wanted to reproduce the feelings I had during that anal creampie period, and I started to offer to massage her feet, than to lick them, then went upwards…
The second developments involving more and more girls or women started from there and I finally got my first anal creampie.
At 14 I went for Easter with my parents to Morocco and a man let me make love to his wife, while he was (later) watching. It started after he had paid for me a very young prostitute (looking 13). That’s the reason I had accepted to follow them (it was in Casablanca). I was panting in front of his wife, and I didn’t know really how to practice.