Strangely enough, while we were finding natural what I was obliged to do, the masturbation was on the other hand something so forbidden that none would at that stage would have admit to do it. They were allowed to ejaculate because I did the job for them, but they would not have recognised they would provoke it by themselves.
The third part of the anal creampie story was my total dependence during this long period. It would be too long now to tell how things went. They soon abandoned the fiction that I “did” it because of loosing while playing cards. Now, it was simply because “you are the youngest, and you must obey the oldests”. Whenever needed to convince me to go a step further (but my acceptance was now nearly automatic), they were menacing me to ask the girl to bring home other girls. It was terrifying me…(it happened nevertheless, but to a small extend, because they were certainly afraid that such things like anal creampie became known) and because it was difficult to bring girls to their home.
Blonde fucks and gets double creampie
During the next following years, I would remember everyday the main element of that submission. This was that I was obliged to suck them off every morning and every evening in the bathroom at the moment they were washing their teeth. When their parents asked if I had washed my teeth (the oldest were supposed to care for me.) they were all assuring that they were very careful to that, and that I did it well and thoroughly. Of course, I felt humiliated by that answer, and nearly dead of fear that they could tell what I was really using as toothpaste.
Some terrible things happened to me during this anal creampie period, but my message is already too long and I will not elaborate.
The last point is of course the influence on my life.
Teen gets fucked and filled with cum
It is difficult to tell exactly. It is a fact that since these events I experienced a huge number of moments where I exposed myself, and that during such events I experienced the most intense climaxes. But first it is clear to me that the desire to expose myself existed before as well as the fact that I was already accustomed to swallow my own sperm to avoid that my parents discover my masturbation or anal creampie. Secondly, I did not become gay or bisexual, even if I tried some very limited experiences at the age of 14/17. This came from the fact that my greatest emotion took place when the girls were introduced to the game. This was so new, and the thrill was so intense! I believe that the main consequences has been that I like so much to experience at the same moment the thrill of exposure and humiliation/exposure especially while I lick a woman and that I started to develop the wish to experience again the same type of sensation till the anal creampie…
But in the immediate future, I refused the two following years to go again during the holidays at my cousin’s home…